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aquamarine
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How much I am fed up with this endless routine! I am tired of pulling a smile on my face daily, whereas my soul is crying because of weariness. I am tired to bear those whom I cannot bear. I am tired of my chronic fatigue.
I am tired of being strong. I am tired of lying to myself and nourish myself with hopes. I am tired to justify others� hopes. Life is not a fairy tale, why do I keep on believing in it? I am tired of struggling with myself and those around me. I want to be alone. Simply to stay alone for some time.
Routine eats me up. I begin to feel myself a shallow person. I am tired of being strong, but don�t wish to be weak. Contradiction. And I don�t know how to find out the solution.
My God! Now I want to cry at everybody indiscriminately! ...
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Posted on 3 June, 2006, 12:50 am by aquamarine
Category: Lost Love
I don’t know what to do. Every day I cry thinking that can lose you. I know that you love me, love more than anyone else. We have this warm and wonderful love affair for so long already.
But now I am at a loss, I don’t know what is happening with me. Sometimes I want to finish our relations. But as soon as I think that your tender hands won’t warm me, that you sweet lips won’t kiss me…I fell so painful at once, so cold. I don’t want to lose you, I know how deeply you value me, but I want you to understand how it’s difficult for me to constantly wait for you till night and then spend with you just several minutes… and again you should go to work.
Weekends are the best time for me – it’s the time when you are near. I am happy at such moments!
I know that it hurts you as well to hear how I am crying and saying that tired. But I am really tired. ...- Read full story | 2 comments
Posted on 20 May, 2006, 12:01 am by aquamarine
Category: Desired Love
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