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First Love
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First Love, Bad Experience - (by areina)
My first boyfriend, my first love. How easily I fell for his games. I was, then, fourteen and he was seventeen. I always thought he knew everything just because he was older. I always thought he was so true and understanding. I never thought he would think of hurting me. How much I thought he meant every word he ever spoke to me. The promises he ever made.
I was so upset and almost depressed to find out that I felt for every little thing he pulled on me. I felt foolish. I cried almost everynight and day for this guy. When we argue and when he breaks up with me. I cried when I think about how things use to be and how come it's different now.
I can't help but question, is it because I wouldn't lose my virginity to him? Or is it cause he lost feelings? Or is it because I wasn't up to his level? Or is it because he felt like I don't really love him because I never really proved it?
We had an off and on relationship. I felt like it was all my fault 'cause I didn't wanna make love with him after so many times I tell him I love him so much and I'd do anything for him. ...
I got in a chat room and I started talking to
a screen name. I talked to that screen name for about 3 months. In the
summer I got the nerve and I took the risk to meet this screen name. We
had exchanged some personal information but not a lot. ...
I once met a kid at public playground when I was 5 years old I was with my nanny I always play alone spending hours making sand castle then I notice another kid who was older than me he was little bit a noisy kid and frank...Under The Sun`s Tears - (by Cre)
I believe that fate brought me to you. While living with a relative, I met you. I went 3 months without seeing my neighbor. On a rainy day I came home to discover that I was locked out of my apartment. So I waited for my cousin to get home. About ten minutes later I saw you turn the corner and head my way. In my mind I wandared who you were. To my surprise you came next to me and spoke.
" You don't have to sit in the rain, come in"
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When I woke up that morning all I wanted to do was walk. It was winter my favorite season. This walk would change my life forever and I would remember for years to come. On that one special walk is where I meet the love of my life and lose my love. I remember it like it was yesterday.
We can’t be together anymore those four single words tore my hole life apart. At once so many things were going threw my head. Was I stupid, was this a dream, I wish so much that it was a dream. As all my thoughts came to a stop and the tears swell up in my eyes. All I could think was did he ever love me? As I sat there with my mouth wide open and tears falling from my eyes I could not hear anything I seen his lips moving but nothing was coming out.
As I was brought back to reality for the first time threw out the whole conversation I looked in to his eyes and seen how much pain this was causing him. With out thinking all I could say was “did you ever really love me.” As I looked in his eyes it was like I seen his heartbreak right then and there before my eyes it hurt so much for me to put him threw this kind of pain. I couldn’t take it back because it is what I needed to know. In one quick motion he took me up in to his arms and said “how could you ask me that. Have I ever gave you a reason to drought my love. You are my first and last my one and only true love.” He asked me to go on our last walk as a couple I agreed when I really wanted to go home and cry until I died.
As we walked I could not think of nothing but how much we were so different, Yet so much alike. We weren’t like the rest of the world we seen things different. We always said that is what brought us together. ...
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