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First Love
stories

I have a bag where I keep all the love letters, cards and small gifts I have received. Sometimes when I get bored I open that bag and read over all the letters, cards and look at the presents while listen to romantic songs. It always leaves me with eyes full of tears when I read letters from my first love. Although I was young, it was mostly likely my most favorite relationship because of how pure it was. Just honest love without problems or a care in the world. After reading I sit on the sofa, think about him, remember him and smile with my heart, I did not see him since 2003. Sometimes I think what I will feel if I meet him somewhere... I think it is impossible to turn back time but sometimes I wonder what would be if he had not moved to other country. People say that we always keep our first love in heart and always remember him/her, I think that’s true…I still have feelings for him somewhere in my heart...
I don’t remember about her a lot. I just remember that I met her when I was a child. She was blonde one and I love her smile her beautiful blue eyes. Her eyes were like oceans, blue and deep, I felt like I was sinking in her eyes. I can’t forget this filling when I looked at her beautiful and blue eyes.
I even can’t explain what I felt it was like time and heart stopped and all universe and sky felt down and there was just she and nobody else. I looked at her and I thought that she was. She was beautiful and I had newer met anybody more beautiful than she. Her blonde hair was like a waterfall, strong and big waterfall. It was my first love and I still can’t forget her.
Since then, when I see blonde girls with blue eyes and long blonde hair my hart stops and I remember her - a Girl from my dreams. I remember her eyes, lips, smile and her laugh and this afterglow makes me feel good. I want to find her. She is one from my dreams and my angel.
I haven’t seen her since I was 6 years old. But she is still in my heart and I remember her. ...
The way I met the love of my life was at teen program we attended every week. Coming out of a bad relationship at first we didn’t really notice each other until we had public speaking where you had to tell a little story about yourself. And that’s when I notice him. After realizing that we take the same transportation weekly we would take the train with the rest of kids and crack jokes till one day I said I wanted to see his phone with the intension I would put my number in the phone he beat me to it and told me to put my number in it every night since then we talked about almost anything about my bad relationship about what I like background for hours and hours then we spend time together and now where still moving up a little arguing but still moving up and now he’s the love of my life never had someone who make me feel the way I do so warm inside and so caring
Love is tragic by itself.
First love is tragic twice.
He was everything for me. Like a little naive girl I followed him everywhere. Love is blind and generous; love is forgiving and all-embracing. The life is empty without love but I was seriously ill when I fell in love...My parents as usual didn't understand me, now I realize that it is because they foresaw than how it would turned to be...a tragic love...a toy for him. He phoned me when he wished and when he rarely came I perceived it as a rare gift of destiny. I was his shadow, little, virgin flower...One day he said me go...I cried and through the floods of tears I saw his face arrogant and selfish...like a stone monument. "Go"-he repeated in chilling voice...and I run...as if it was the only way out to stop this nightmare.
I was running through the darkness of the night, the beautiful "toy" with a real, wounded heart. ...
I lost apart of me when you left. So many feelings I had for you. I loved u so so much, its indescribable the way you looked was amazing the way you I felt around you was everything all in one. That was my #1 prize, just being with you. But only if i knew how u really felt about me. The way I felt about you I wouldn't trade it for nothing. you was my heaven. In my mind I thought we was meant 2 be together but reality kicked in. After I finally realized ain't no me & you, I fell apart. I told my self, no, it can’t be. It was like that to me because I felt like I gave up to much of my time loving you for that to happen. And plus I loved you way to much. I just couldn't let you go. Even the now that you’re out my life, I promised my self something that I will always love....
I need you back in my life.
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