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I Love You
stories

Sorry, but I love y ou - (by bhabby)
Life is very unfair, I tell you y? I’m really wishing that 1 morning I wake up w/o knowing anyone, my self my friend and specially you.
You didn’t know how much you hurt me when I see you in hallway, canteen and even in d corridor and when I look in your eyes you put your head down...and its hurts
You hurt me for the reason I don’t know, some times I think the reason why you’re like that is because you’re a type of parsing that didn’t want someone to love, and for that I want to say sorry, sorry for loving you more, sorry cause I am not tall like what you want
Sometimes I find my self thinking that we can be friends again forget the past and face the future together just like in the Disney fairy tale. That live happily ever after BUT thinking of that thing really make me cry cause I know this would never be happen not now or even tomorrow... ...
How could you? Is it really better this way? She is now keeping a distance from me. What about all the promises you've made? You'll just let them be empty promises to keep me waiting and waiting and waiting? The feeling of longing for something is never good. No matter how long it takes,how hard it will be, I'll still be waiting...although I know I'll only be waiting for something which will never come...
My dear, I'm still waiting for your call. I am still waiting for your replies. You promised to call when you've reached UK but you didn't. I'm still missing you alot,darling. I truly, honestly, frankly miss you so much. I am sorry for letting the chance of us being together slip away and I promise if I were to be given another chance, I'll definitely hold you tight and never let go. I'm suffering. I couldn't face this life without you. Your photos are everywhere. Your face and beautiful smile remains in my heart. You really took my heart away. Will it really have to be just memories? I do not want it to be this way. Save me from suffering any longer. ~longing for your call. I know you just started a new relationship and your boyfriend is now in london but I'll wait for you, till the day you realise how important you are to me. I hope you'll come back to me and share my feelings with me. I miss you...
It was 2003...the year I faced one of the biggest exams in my life...SPM.I had a girlfriend who was not loyal then but till today I am still with this same old girlfriend whom I with 2 years ago. She did something that really broke my heart. At this very moment, another girl, L walked into my life. We talked to each other and she comforted me throughout the whole 2 months when I was sad but at the same time, facing an exam. She was facing the same exam then. We pushed each other to study hard and called each other daily. We talked on the phone, shared everything that we faced, both past and present and did all the things that lovers would do. I mean through the way we talked to each other and stuff like that. We started falling for each other and I know I fell hard for her. But I had a girlfriend then. Although she's not loyal to me but I didn't want to do the same she did. After the exams, L went out with me. We had a great time. I could still remember the movie we watched together, the time we spent in the car, the way she looked while driving my car with her new license and the one-hour stop at a lane near her house. It was simply amazing. I will never ever forget her expressions, her smile and her laughter. We both got back the results for our exams and we did great. But that wasn't a good news. She had to leave for studies for 2 years. I waited long for her day and night but she seemed to have forgot about me. 2 years later, she came back. She called me out for her farewell coz this time she's going to UK. My heart aches so much and tears actually started rolling down. I went for the farewell went home after that(a little drunk). She called me. I was excited and begged her to stay. I admit I was selfish but all my words couldn't change a thing. She left with a heavy heart and I felt really sad for not being able to keep her. Now that she has left, I still miss her alot, and even thought of flying over to UK to look for her. Not long after that farewell, I got to know that she already had a boyfriend whom she claimed to be just her friend. I was confused. Another dagger just stabbed into my heart. I really do not know what to do now...Should I still wait for her? I'm still waiting for her to reply my long awaiting e-mail and phone calls which have not reached me yet. Sob...
I love you and I am willing to wait forever...remember that my LOVE
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