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Long Distance
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on line relationship - (by maria gressxhiya g. honrada)
im gressxhiya who wrote this letter to express my happinss at the moment that i have a boyfriend like him w/c is his name is noel.starting grade six i started to enter in a relationship,until 3rd year in highschool.my limit w/ them is just only 1 mo.i dont care about their feelings from me,im just playing w/ them.then wen i step up in fourth year life,i decided to be serious now in my studies,and i swear not to enter at love first..then there's a guy who walk into my life and he change me a lot..just only in online..then after a long months,he courted me very nice and formal.then,i accept him and be my boyfriend.i never think about the thing that i've promised.he became my lover,my ally,my bestfriend.for the first time of my entire life i became serious i a guy,but the problem is..he never believe all those things that im saying..coz he knew that im a playgirl past years.it really hurt in my side that he never believe me..we got break-up,for the first time i cried a lot..coz eventhough his my partner just only in online,i really love him and i will do anything just to make him happy and to stay w/ me...
Am so in love right now and it's kinda weird that I've fallen in love with someone who is very opposite to what I've been looking for, I don't know how we got along because, nationality-different, lifestyle-so much different. He's not here with me right now and I feel so sad, it's really difficult living without him, it's like a struggle to live, I never wanted to be so weak, I was living a quiet and simple life, kinda boring, but that was before, then he came, he adds a little color, line and design, he even adds sparks to my black and white life and it was definitely fun, we've shared moments that would lasts till the end. I love him and he knows that, he told me to wait for him because he loves me, but I don't have any assurance if when will that ever going to happen, I'm hoping that somehow a fairytale would come true, I'm a dreamer though I know that it's only for kids, I'll wait for him, though it's really difficult, but I'm willing no matter what and how long will it takes. My friends told me that there should be a "deadline" for waiting, because what will happen is sort of martyrdom, I don't know, I'm confused. To think of: should I still wait for him because I love him though it's impossible for us to be together again, we're miles away and we're different or should I start moving on now and let that love I ever wanted just fades away???
Well my true love went away in middle school. I miss him so much! I don't know if he knows but he wasn't the only boyfriend I had. his name is Samuel a.k.a Sammy. It (the relationship) started on feb. 14, 2005 (on Valentines Day). He made me a card I still have it he wrote me a sweet poem. The day he left I remember not crying in school but inside I knew once I got on the bus to come home somebody was going to remind me and this girl did. I just said that I didn't him know him. But once I got home I locked my self in my room and hugged the card like if I was crazy and cried for two and a half hours straight. I think him and me are still going out because we never broke up.
THERE'S A POEM THAT I DEDICATE TO HIM:
What I Love About You ...
Salve, Massimo..I finally decided to come here and after I read your words I was about tearing myself apart because I really believed you but those things I heard about you frustrated me thoroughly! I decided to give you a chance to revive my trust to you...Don't think I say this because I'm madly in love with you. You are just the first man that made me trust him and believe, I mean you did that, that's true...It's silly to refuse the obvious things but still I can't really talk to you until my trust is revived. It’s up to you Massimo, it was you who wanted me to come to this site so have you got something to tell me?Our chats - (by Today in my life...!)
It's getting warm and cherry though the day were raining and sad and gloomy.
darren: I know
darren: but you know we dont need one liuke right away
darren: we can spend alot of years just the two of us, I mean 3 with puppy ...
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