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To this day it still haunts me.
When I was just entering puberty, at about age twelve, I had a dream uncommon to most boys of that age. While boys entering puberty may often dream of that cute girl in school, mine was much different. The dream was not a recurring one, but it affected me so deeply that I remember it as if it happened yesterday. It has since been nearly 25 years. I have been married for fifteen years to a decent woman. I have two kids that I dearly love. But there is an emptiness inside of me that has never been filled...and one that could have been had I opened my eyes.
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Posted on 25 July, 2005, 12:59 am by Brent
Category: Lost Love
I lost apart of me when you left. So many feelings I had for you. I loved u so so much, its indescribable the way you looked was amazing the way you I felt around you was everything all in one. That was my #1 prize, just being with you. But only if i knew how u really felt about me. The way I felt about you I wouldn't trade it for nothing. you was my heaven. In my mind I thought we was meant 2 be together but reality kicked in. After I finally realized ain't no me & you, I fell apart. I told my self, no, it can’t be. It was like that to me because I felt like I gave up to much of my time loving you for that to happen. And plus I loved you way to much. I just couldn't let you go. Even the now that you’re out my life, I promised my self something that I will always love....
I need you back in my life.
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Posted on 24 July, 2005, 9:43 pm by liljay
Author: me
Category: First Love
Something might be real - (by ME always)
A new person a new fazes. Not sure what it is. I want something new. I want a new life and I want it with you. But I'm not sure if you’re capable. Yes I'm attracted but not sure again if I'm head over heels. Maybe going on your ride might take me threw a better path. And yet again I don't know you that well. This feeling isn't even that serious. Now that I thought of it. Maybe I wanted you because you seem like you wanted me. Can I just go back where my love was. And yes that was real love. Only if I could find the words 2 say to you. I wont stop believing in the love I once had but this ain't that. This is about something that might be good for me.
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Posted on 24 July, 2005, 9:42 pm by liljay
Author: ME always
Category: First Love
A lonly mans why - (by barry john hillier)
I no the reason why I’m here because I always ran away from my fear.
I some times think am I supposed to be alone and when I came over I think to my self should I saved up and flown.
I look up at the sky and think what the reason is why. ...- Read full story | 0 comments
Posted on 24 July, 2005, 6:25 am by barry21hillier_uk
Author: barry john hillier
Category: Sad & Suicide
Fire that burns in me - (by yes this is MY story)
Don’t know why I chose you. They say love is a gift from god. I pray sometimes to just hear your voice. And when I hear it, I never want to let it go. I just think about the attention you use to give me, that made me feel a feeling that I never want to get out. That’s all I want from you, because that’s all I need. Can’t get u out and don’t want you out. I notice you when I didn’t know anything and after that feeling you gave me, it matured me so much. Now I look at people, and say how they can live a life without sharing it with a person they care about the most. How can I show you that I need you the most. You’re my energy source with out you what’s the purpose of living? You make it seem like I have to shape a wat that only satisfies you. But what about me? I wait everyday jus thinking about and worrying about you. Yes, it seems I don’t have a life but baby you are it. I waist time cherishing something it looks like I can never have. But you tell me who can u find that loves you like me?- Read full story | 6 comments
Posted on 16 July, 2005, 10:17 pm by liljay
Author: yes this is MY story
Category: Secret Love
How many nights have I spent at your bedside?
Mystified, anxious, hopeful. How many times have I returned to your face and these words I am so desperate to find? Yes, my love. I am at your window, yet again. I am here, as old as the sun and with equal purpose. Despite my age, and our history, I am not tired. I am not tired of writing about you. I am not tired of trying to understand the enigma of you. I am not done, nor satisfied, with our divine communication that has spanned ages. We witnessed the birth of memory, we cared for the stars when they were children (and even named our own).This passion was alive when there was none to give name to it. Only the ancients who tended gardens of night and day.
And yet I foolishly wonder if you get tired after all this time. I wonder if you think I’ll stop seeking you out, if I’ll grow with avarice and look at other women. There are nights, such as this one, when I only look at now, I forget about the eternity we share. I forget that our history is longer then human emotions, and that I have no need to worry about the petty affairs of being mortal. Sometimes, when I concentrate on now, I forget that because I love you, I’ll never die, and haven’t since this wonderful game began. ...- Read full story | 0 comments
Posted on 15 July, 2005, 11:51 pm by EroticNights
Category: Lasting Love
A beautiful memory - (by EroticNights)
Snow.
It didn’t look that bad upon peering out the window. A soft, steady fall from a new winter, his second, now old enough to sit up by himself. We thought we'd take him out, a first like many others. Something new, something to snap pictures of and look back on with warm tears of never again. It was a big field across the street from her house belonging to a school. A field full of memories, where we flew kites, walked, even once made love in the dead of night while she was six months pregnant. This field now blanket white on some lazy snowed in Saturday.
It took forever. ...- Read full story | 2 comments
Posted on 15 July, 2005, 11:37 pm by EroticNights
Author: EroticNights
Category: Love Is
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