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Salve, Massimo..I finally decided to come here and after I read your words I was about tearing myself apart because I really believed you but those things I heard about you frustrated me thoroughly! I decided to give you a chance to revive my trust to you...Don't think I say this because I'm madly in love with you. You are just the first man that made me trust him and believe, I mean you did that, that's true...It's silly to refuse the obvious things but still I can't really talk to you until my trust is revived. It’s up to you Massimo, it was you who wanted me to come to this site so have you got something to tell me?
All these days I was visiting him, my dear, my secret and forbidden love. He is sick, he needs help, though rejects it. Seems to be very stubborn. These days he did not talk much. I also kept silence to the full extend understanding the situation I am in. My husband is his friend probably. I need to be as careful as it is only possible not to show that I have any emotions towards him.
Yesterday it was windy and cloudy outside. Plus really cold. We were sitting on his couch, looking through the huge window. He was covered with quilt, grasping with his slender hands a glass of hot tea with lemon. He was so close to me. I felt the warmth of his body through all these cloths. My feelings were tense and fingers trembling. We did not know what to talk about.
- You husband is a very good man, - said he unexpectedly, - don’t you think so?
It was a very strange question, frankly speaking. Plus mentioning my husband, as if remind me about his existance. Making me feel guilty for nothing. Yet. ...Why? - (by Brityan Mirage Williams)
Why is that when I fall in love I get hurt in return? I give them all my love but I get their asses to kiss. I think my problem is that I fall in love so fast I get the total opposite. Sometimes I just feel as though I don’t need to love again. So now that I don’t date anymore I don’t care about their feelings. So when I date someone they always say that I don’t care it's not that don’t care its that I don’t want to be hurt again. Now I live in this boundary where I don’t care if they say I love you I always say they are lying because no one ever told me they loved me expect mother other family members. I wish I could find a man that loves me for me and not hurt me because they can. I guess that why I am the way I am.
Salve, Dear! Susy, I'm really sorry for making you wait so long, I was really busy, you know I work hard. Thank you for you agreed to talk to me here via this site. This is now the only way. You should believe me how much I miss you and I' really want to make our relations and problems clear out. Do you remember our first meetings, and the following ones? Was there something suspicious or untrue?
Of course, NO! I know you trust me and I want only you. Those who told you some ravings about me, that I deal with some licentious women, sleep with them - non-sense! I trust you don't really believe them. Susy, darling, respond me, let's talk over everything. We shouldn't forget each other and lose the thing we got! Waiting for you, my Susy! Massimo, 6 December, 2005.
I remember his eyes. Grey bluish with pink reflections of neon advertisement across the street. He was standing by the window, watching outside. That is all. That is all… That is a dream I had several nights ago. And his face was so familiar to me! Though I was trying my best to recall him somewhere in my life, I could not. But today I saw him in reality. Or maybe, that was not a dream at all? Maybe now I think that his image was with me that night? Maybe I convinced myself in that?
You are doomed to experience shock if someone absolutely unfamiliar from your dreams is facing you unexpectedly. I cannot describe my feelings. They were happiness and grief at one time. Astonishment of course. It is hard to divide that mad mixture in my soul for separate names. I cannot.
I remember I touched his hand. His fingers were delicate and as cold as the air outside, gripping the end of his quilt. They absorbed my warmth, making me feel icy. Just as he probably felt himself. And one special feature in him – very sad, maybe even sorrowful eyes. Do you know winter or late autumn sky, which is just about to rain or snow? That is his eyes. I know no thing in the world to express him more precisely than this one.
- Thanks for coming, - he said quietly, - though there was no need. ...
About a year ago I finally met the love of my life. I never thought that this wonderful intense feeling would hit me so hard.
He was so wonderful and loving (there are so many words that can truly express the way that I feel about this wonderful guy). We met when I became a server at a Mexican restaurant that he worked at. I thought he was the most gorgeous thing I have ever seen. Everything about him was absolutely wonderful, especially his smile and the glow in his eyes every time he smiled. We became roommates at first then when we got to know each other we fell in love more and more everyday. We did wonderful things together, like vacations to Myrtle Beach, Ohio, Cedar Point, and we even met each others family. The best times that I ever had were with this wonderful person, even sitting at home was a great time for the two of us. Nothing ever makes the two of us bored as long as we have each other.
They really say that you'll know when you find the love of your life because you'll feel different about everything and you'll trust everything. Love is the one thing that a person waits for his whole life, one may even wait forever and it may seem like it will never happen, but it will when you least expect it, it will hit you hard. It's that greatest feeling ever.
I really feel like a different person and I fully owe it all to the one that I would love to spend the rest of my life with. And that one person is you Timothy William Rebold! ...
All right when your in love with someone u kina take the whole thing for granted thinking he will always be with you and never leave you so you say whatever I can have him when I want whenever I want then one day he gets sick of it leaves you and that is when you fill lay truly know and feel how much you deeply loved this man you wish he were back in your live weeks go bye and cant help but cry your self to bed so then one day you decide to face the world and go outside and outside on your doorstep is a note a note from the man you love saying how he felt and how you could hurt him like you did not giving him the attention he gave you every waking moment then you look up and across the street there he is holding your favorite flower a plain old Daisy you told him you loved that when you first met he remembered he remember cause he loves you so don’t leave the one you love remember every beautiful moment!
I'm so confused about what I want in life far as a boyfriend. I'm so in love wit this boy and we tried the dating thing for a while but there were always some problems. So we broke up and he was thing to get back wit me for about 3 weeks and finally he just gave up. So he told me that he didn’t never want to talk to me again but he still loves me but I really love him and still want to talk to me I just need sometime and he don’t understand that he thinks I don’t want him no more but I do I just need to get my self together first I’m so confused what should I do I need some help?Million miles - (by Vanessa Gonzalez)
Trought my school years I never imagined of falling in love. I wanted to stay single just from watching my friends get mistreated by their boyfriends all the time. On my junior year just turning 17 my best friend decides to set me up with a stranger I never known. I was really lucky to even make it to the place because my parents were so srtict with me at the time. So we meet and not even a word to say. I wasn't to excited, I was totally nervous. At the time i knew there was something in him I liked. I coulnd't understand that feeling inside telling me he was the one. My senior year after school ended he had to leave to the Marines and I had to go to Ohio. We both had decided to ended our relationship because we did'nt think it work from far distance. It was all over. On my 20 b-day there was a letter on the mail for me and it came from a Marine base with his name on it. It had taken him a long to find me and he did. After that day he promised he never let me go again. Today his my husband, my best friend, my hero. Within a millions miles away from me, he has kept his promise. I love him with all my heart and I'm here waiting. He has deployed overseas for 8 months and we only communicate by email and sometimes calls on the weekends. Today and every up coming day I wake up with a smile just waiting for him to come back home safe.
About a year ago I had a boyfriend and he had a friend that well I didn’t know at all, my boyfriend at that time would always tell me to call him to that one friend’s cell phone number. So every time he wasn’t home I would call to his friend’s cell and ask for him. So one day his friend started testing me to my cell and just being stupid saying things like "so you’re going out with Francisco" and I said well yea then that’s how we started to get to know each other, first through text messaging then talking a little on the phone. Then I had the "great idea" to hook him up with my friend, but my friend said no his not my type, until I convinced her and I convinced him to ask her out. So while they were going out they barely even talked, but I would call him as a friend cause of course I was going out with Francisco. So then they broke up a for sum reason that I never knew why and he was mad at me and her that’s the only thing I knew why he had broke up with her. So days later my friend said "You know that I never really had any feelings for him anyways" I said "yup I know, you were even planning to brake up with him, but oh well you guys got it over with." So then days later I called him because I kept wondering why he was mad at me. So then he never told me why, then he said that he was going to move to Colorado because he was getting into trouble a lot by the cops, so his brother was planning to pick him up, until I started crying and I didn’t know why!! I just said well you’re a good friend and u cant leave please don’t leave! And well I guess without me realizing, I starting having feelings for him, but I ignored that feeling because I was still with Francisco until one day. (So should I keep writing?) Please reply and read more if you guys like it! Just let me know. -
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