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You don't even know my name - (by (Sisa 11-1-00))
What if I had the power to have someone who doesn't even know my name love me? I could only be friends with the person that I admire the most, and wishing I could have him in so many that I could only imagine, and words that I can't even express to him. All I keep doing is dreaming and wishing that I could have him in my arms and making the most passionate love that I ever had in my life. But the only thing that in my way is that he doesn't even know my name. My biggest fear is to approach him and tell him exactly how I feel about him. You only have 1 life so I live it to the fullest so what I do is take that first step and say hi, his response back is hello. All I want to do is get to know him and cherish every moment I spent with him. He’s in my dreams day and night wishing I could hold him. I take the next step and tell him listen baby boy, there something that I have to tell you. I've been feeling you and wishing that I and you could kick it sometime. My feeling inside are driving me crazy b/c I don’t want to get rejected. But in my favor he says sure, but can I ask you something and I say sure. He asks by the way what your name?
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What if I had the power to have someone who doesn't even know my name love me? I could only be friends with the person that I admire the most, and wishing I could have him in so many that I could only imagine, and words that I can't even express to him. All I keep doing is dreaming and wishing that I could have him in my arms and making the most passionate love that I ever had in my life. But the only thing that in my way is that he doesn't even know my name. My biggest fear is to approach him and tell him exactly how I feel about him. You only have 1 life so I live it to the fullest so what I do is take that first step and say hi, his response back is hello. All I want to do is get to know him and cherish every moment I spent with him. He’s in my dreams day and night wishing I could hold him. I take the next step and tell him listen baby boy, there something that I have to tell you. I've been feeling you and wishing that I and you could kick it sometime. My feeling inside are driving me crazy b/c I don’t want to get rejected. But in my favor he says sure, but can I ask you something and I say sure. He asks by the way what your name?
I was 15, and there was this cute girl in my class. At first we weren’t aware of each other...as in, I knew her and she knew me and that’s where it all ended. Then we started sensing each other. Eye contact, her voice when she laughed a bit too loud, my emerging baritone when I had to supply the class with a solution to a math problem, you know how it is. The decision to approach this individual came instinctively. I didn’t consciously make it-I had never approached a chic before .And when I did, it was so natural. It all became a part of our existence, our daily talks, walks through the school courtyard, untainted by anything more than what I soon came to call real love. It was beautiful. It was pure. How it ended I shall not say, or I might some other time when I have the time, but even when we separated, it was still all there. It is sum thing that is a stencil by which I measure all my feelings. It is what I call my solo copy of this thing that the world calls REAL LOVE.You Don't Even Know! - (by sha goble)
Sometimes I feel like you don't even
know how I feel about you and it hurts
me inside that I must hide the pain
from you so you don't even know. ...
This past summer I think I have met the guy of my dreams. He is smart, witty, caring, loving, talented, and well I think perfect for me. He had morals and followed them and he respected my morals and boundaries. He held me close, and comforted me when I needed it the most... He was always there and we were completely comfortable with each other. Our kiss was magical in everyway. We stumbled and leaned on each other cause it was so amazing. Some say the kiss tells is all and if it does than shouldn't I be with him.
While the summer was ending his mom decided to take him and enroll him into college for Sept 2005. He left for the weekend which I thought would be harmless and woke every night thinking he was leaving for good. When he came home he told me that he was moving away to go to school and I was crushed... The next morning he would be leaving. We spent the whole night and the next day together. A week later he broke up with me because he said honesty is a big part of having a relationship and he couldn’t lie to himself that he was okay with the distance. He said that maybe when the opportunities of seeing each other more frequently come we shall try it again, but until than we should remain friends. But nothing could wash the tears I had in the next three months. He wrote songs about his feelings and they were sweet. And I would do anything to wait for him even if it takes my whole life. But something in me wants to give up and move too... Although I don’t think ill find another person as perfect to me as him. My heart isn't healed and my heart cannot find one to match as well as his did...
I don’t know what I should do and all I know is I’m head over heals...
I had a boyfriend we'd been off and on for 3 years now and I was kinda getting sick of it. I asked out one of his friends he said I didn’t have a big enough chest! I took that as a no and was really upset he had been one of the 1st people that I had liked within those 3 years. The next day during lunch my 2 best friends went up 2 him and started yelling @ him. I am still not all too sure what they said to him. Well my ex was making fun of me because the day before I had a sucker and it cracked and cut my tongue open and I almost cried because I hate blood. He told them he never said no to me he just called me flat. Which isn't really all to fair because I was born almost 2 months early and my mom well she isn’t so blessed either.
Later that day, since my ex lives right next door and his friend had him ask him out me out for him and I was still upset and said no then asked out my ex. So me and my ex were going out and he kept hugging me and kissing me and holding my hand. The next day was going to be my birthday and he said he was going to get me something. His friend said he was gonna break up with me. He told me he wasn’t but the next day he had his friend break up with me for him. then after school he had to go to Florida for a funeral so I couldn’t even smack him like I said that I would if he broke up with me on my birthday. The next day I went up to the school store and was just listening to the conversations and Brandon(ex's friend) was staring @ me and I tried my hardest not to do the same thing. Then I said in such a cute helpless small voice "stop. staring @ me» he kept looking @ me smiling and so I added within 1 second» its spooooky"and started smiling and he looked away for not even a second and asked are you still mad at me and I said hopelessly with my eyes dropped "no" and then he kept staring at me and I put my hands between my eyes and his eyes he slowly put my hands down and had a hold of my wrist lightly I remembered that I didn’t know if he liked me and that we weren’t going out and slowly took my hand away. he asked me for my aim name I said I have one but I cant get on it I don’t know how and him and that one girl started to laugh at me and then my friend walked by and asked what I was doing. I answered to Brandon more than I did her. I said I don’t know I am just listening to peoples conversations, I’m nosey, and started to laugh so did Brandon and I didn’t even notice stephany walk away. I turned to the girl and said I don’t even know you who are you what your name. She is told me but I wasn’t really listening. Brandon shook his head smiling. Then another person that worked at the school store said to me because I am always there talking to Brandon he said are you getting anything? I said I was with that 1 girl that I didn’t even know. Brandon said yea she’s with her and then the teachers said we had to leave and as I was walking away i could hear Brandon mumbling trying to think of an excuse for me to stay. And then when he came out to throw the trash away my friend Haley was talking with him and saying you’re not being nice to me and then he patted both of us on the arm and walked away. I love him. Surprisingly even, more than I loved my ex.
Ohhh, so many stupid faces in my head! I am not getting crazy I am just turning over the pages of my vain life. All these stupid faces are mine.
I thought I was too fat to wear small hobble-skirts and just imagine when I became really fat I started wearing them…
I used to dislike smiling coz I thought my teeth were awful, when I had to change them to ceramics and they became really disgusting I started smiling…
I thought myself being stupid and ugly I was afraid of men’s opinion so much that couldn’t even bring myself to talk to them. Nothing changed I haven’t become picture of beauty I have become older and not so attractive as was in my youth but it is much easier to communicate with guys for me now… ...Where your heart is at? - (by SISA.11-1-00)
Love has a great feeling to it, and then it could be at its worst. The feeling of some one who always there for you and the feeling you get when your with that person is unexplainable. But then it comes to an end some where down the line. It doesnt matter how long your with that person, because nothing last forever. You pray and wish that you with that person for the rest of you life. And yes there is a but, your mate regardless he or she will dislike something about you, And you try your best to change into something that your not, and your whole life you wait for that 1 special person, and when that special person comes along all hell will break loose. He or she would be the dum 1 to break your heart. And you ask your self, why this have to happen like this? He or she gave you everything and then they still dont appreciate what they have. So you ask your self what else is there to do? Most of the time you pack your stuff and leave, but give it about a 90% chance that you not going anywhere, because at that moment that is where your heart is at.
The sky outside was dark and gloomy. The streets were quiet. It was Halloween. There was going to be a party. To get to the house, the guests had to go through a graveyard and up a hill. The graveyard was full of old graves which were covered in moss. There were no flowers anywhere to be seen; it looked like the only people that ever went through this graveyard were people that were brave enough to go to the big house at the top of the hill. The hill was very tall and very steep; it would take someone a long time to walk up it. The house at the top of the hill was owned by Lord and Lady Maxwell.
The house was big. It was decorated appropriately for Halloween, with skeletons and banners hung everywhere. There were lots of guests, mainly in the living room. People were laughing and talking nosily, the music was very loud. Lord Maxwell and his wife were also in the living room.
There was a loud bang and the lights went out. Everyone screamed and ran for the door. Their way was blocked by a raging fire. People started to panic and a few jumped out of the window, head first. The others just stood there, some screaming, but most crying. This was it, they were going to die.
The sky outside was dark and gloomy. The streets were busy. The night, Halloween, the night the undead walked the earth again. Two girls, Ellie and Millie, were out trick or treating with their friends. ...Our chats - (by Today in my life...!)
It's getting warm and cherry though the day were raining and sad and gloomy.
darren: I know
darren: but you know we dont need one liuke right away
darren: we can spend alot of years just the two of us, I mean 3 with puppy ... -
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