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Bigger than language - (by abude)
The problem, that you are my problem
And all what I write to you is nothing
Because my feelings to you bigger than my language
My feelings to you overstep my voice ...My Ray of Sunshine - (by PunkShell)
Well, this one is like a dream come true which I never thought of...
The day I met this lady at barista, as per her convenience :) I was floored by her charm, she didn’t have any striking feature, but still she could demand my mind & heart...dint fell in love with her, definitely not!!! but there was an urge to be in touch with her, have never felt that, but... well, I guess god had better plans for me that's why unknowingly I was in touch with her & every time I chat with her, she would make me feel as if she knows me well & she is comfortable with me...
...It hurts when you love someone... - (by foxfire)
I posted my story here coz I want to hear your suggestions on what should I do regarding this...
I have schoolmate way back in college. He is also an engineering student just like me but of different department. His brother is my classmates. Actually I knew him because his popular since his one of the top students before in our school and I admire him because of that but it was simply an admiration. I have some crushes at that time, including his older brother. He also had a girlfriend which happens to be his classmate. We don't usually greet each other although he knows that I’m his brother's classmate/friend. We use to hang out to there house but still we don't greet each other. He’s a very serious type of person. He is always with his gf sometimes we met at the church but still as if we don't know each. During our 5th year in college it happens that his in charge in the internet room of our school and we’re the co-students hang out in the net room. So we always see each other there but still the treatment is just a casual schoolmates in short were not really close but deep inside of me I really admire him because of his brains (hehe) till we graduated. He was left in school because he stop for one semester. Then I work in same place where I spend my college days. One time I was so surprise when he went there. He asks me oh "Dito ka pala ng work." So I told him yes and I ask him about his brother and extend my regards to him. He asks me about some stuff and later ask me for my cell phone no. So we exchange numbers after a week he came back in my workplace and asking me some non sense stuff again until some of my friends visited me in my workplace and they saw him. They kept on teasing us y he is in my workplace since were not friends from that time he did not visit me anymore. I texted him that I will be assigned in another area and he told me that he will visit me there. Unfortunately my sim was block or PUK. So I lost his number. It was april that I decided to resigned from my work. I haven’t know that one day after I resigned he pay me a visit. He was shock to know that i already resigned from my work. So he went to Cebu to take his review for the board exam. So we lost communication, I’m asking one of my board mates who happen to knew him to look for him in Cebu and ask his no but they haven't seen each other there until a tragic event came in there family. My classmate who is his brother accidentally died so my friend who is the gf of his brother call me and told me what happen so we came to there house along with my friends. When I step from the vehicle the first face that I’ve seen is him but he was with a girl they were sweet. It did come up to our mind that maybe that girl is his new gf but still we wondered what happen to him and his gf wayback in college. I just wave to him and pay a smile and took my condolence but we haven't talk that much because he was busy and we also pay our attention to my friend who is crying at that time until few people left in their house. He went to us and asking us how are we. He ask me also why is that I’m out of reach. He told me that he tried to contact me many times and even pay me a visit in my workplace b4 but I wasn't there, so I told him what happen. He ask my cp no again. My friend teased us when they knew that were texting b4 until our topic came to him about his luvlyf. My friend ask him bout his gf b4 and how long they’re been together. He said that through the years. When I heard that I can't explain my feelings as if I’m hurting. I’m really confused why I felt that way. Wer in fact I don't really know what’s my feeling for him. At dawn were left in the sofa since my friends were sleeping and I’m really sleepy at that time but I felt ashame to sleep since there would no be left in the grave. So I have no other choice but to talk to him he open some topic about some techie stuff we share ideas until mawnin. So that’s it after the burial of his brother we texted each other until one day he texted me asking me if I have an appointment after office during that day. So I said no. He ask me if I already went to church since it was ash wednesday. So I told him that I’m going to church at 7 pm. He ask if he could come. So we went to church. He told me that his going to cebu to work there. I felt sad because I felt that it was just the beginning of our ne build friendship and then he will left again. I ask him about his gf he told me that he don't love her anymore but they were not having a formal break up since the girl has an illment and the girl told him that if he will leave him she's going to die. I felt sad with his situation but during that time I discovered that it was not just a pure friendship that I felt for him. When he told me that his going to cebu tomorrow. I texted him about what I felt. I told him that I think I love him. hheehe. He told me also that he too has a feeling for me but he is still bind with his gf. So he went to cebu but still we texted and even call until I can't helped myself to say how much I love him likewise he also told me bout what he felt for me. We’re not officially on but we both know what we felt with other. This is really my problem now. I kept on denying with my friends about my luvlyf when they ask me. I want to tell them that I am in a relationship but it’s not official. I find it hard to kept with what I felt I can't share it to anyone because of the situation. Sometimes I get tired of the situation I want to give up... but then what should I do. I love him... this is my complicated love story...I hate your friendship, Shoi I... - (by Vineet Singh)
I was working in a BPO as a CCO which was a good job compared to the other jobs where I was working earlier and I can also say that to work for a Call center was a dream job for some educated people. I was working there and was giving so much attention on my career, everything was going alright but it was just the beginning. One day a girl called me up, while I heard the voice I could understand that It was Shoi, with whom I had a good relation as a friend in my early days while I was in Jamshedpur. She wished me best of luck and also she had given me her cell number, even in Kolkata I was in search of a good friend so I started talking to her now and then and she was very happy and also wanted to make good friendship with me and she was also looking to join the Job where I was working on a reputed post, she just told me that and I have given all my efforts to make her join in the same call center. For that she needed some training and I have tried my level best to get joined in the same. I can still remember that day when she hugged me, that day she had not been selected in the interview. She was crying literally at that point of time, I had made up my mind that by anyhow She will have to get selected, I had used my all approach and that day it was hers and she was the employee of the same call center, her dream was completed. These days I thought that I would not be able to live without her, I thought that she also loves me but there was a guy with whom she met up in the training and she was dieing on him and she told that I love him and without delay she also proposed him and it was accepted. At that point of time some of my friends told me that I was just used by her to get the Job, but I thought that it was my mistake that I had not disclosed my feelings. I accepted her choice and rest was over. I was trying to forget her and I was steady on my point before I have not got a call from her side only. She was crying. It was horrible because I cant see anyone weeping even she was my friend, I asked the Reason and she told me everything that his Boy friend is not talking to her god knows the reason and also she told that boy abused her, She wanted to forget her and wanted help from me AGAIN, because no one can say no to her LOVE and did I the same and always supported her and those days I proposed her, SHOI I love you, On full or on a part It was accepted by her. I was so much happy that my LOVE came back to me. BUT as it happens HAPPY is a small word and lives for small time onlyÉ happened with me. One day she gave me a call, On the other end she was very much hesitating to say something to me, Frankly I understood that there is something wrong, I asked her Is your LOVE standing in front of you ? Her reply was Yes, I told to give the phone to him and I had a very good conversation with him, I was crying by face but laughing on the cell, everything was Over I asked her boyfriend to pass the cell to her, I just told her that I HATE YOUR FRIENDSHIP, I LOVE YOU TILL MY LAST BREATH and disconnected the LINEÉ Where was I wrong, should I forget her, forgive her, wait hoping that she will come or should be happy because she is HAPPY but how LONG because you know the meaning of HAPPY? Kindly suggest what should I DO? Curiously waiting for your reverts because I am dying buddy... -
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