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Blinded Love - Falling for my ... - (by A 18yr old in love)
Love is a mother-fucker. It will make you think you found the one but turns around and breaks your heart but it always gives you someone better. I always thought that falling in love with your best friend was only in the movies and being that I am guy I also always though that all that happen with girls. I never knew that I would fall for mine. I had just moved to Texas and I currently in a relationship back home and I had no plans what so ever to end it either. One day I was just wondering around and I met these two guys and this chick. They were all pretty chilled and I could see myself being friends with all of them. We all started hanging a lot. I ended up being closest with the girl. She was very spontaneous and fun, and even though we just met she had my back. When I got into any trouble of drama she handled it. I liked how she could handle herself and was very blunt. She became probably the best friends I ever had. Unfortunately she was moving soon but we still spent a lot of our time together and it wasn't long before everyone started assuming we were dating because the way we acted. Yeah, we flirted here and there and ever sometimes cuddled she was fully aware that I had a girlfriend that I was in love with. Anyhow we continue to grow closer and before we knew she was moving all the way across the country. We still continued to talk a lot. I missed her company. After she left a lot of things seem to go wrong. I had a crazy girl who liked me that didn't understand that I had a girlfriend and some people were trying to fuck me over but of course even though she was across the country my best friend found a way to fix everything. Since my "bestie" was gone I spent a lot more of my time talking to my girlfriend but I guess the distance started to bother my girlfriend and to my surprise she dumped me. I was heartbroken. I lost the love of my life and I didn't know what to do with myself and the person who I wanted to go to most wasn't there. But I soon as I messaged her about she proved once again how good of a friend she was again. Even though she wasn't there with me she comforted me. She gave me encouraging words. In her exacted words she told me: "I'm your best friend and no matter what I will always be there for you." That meant more to me than she knew. I struggled to get over my ex. Truth is I still them but my bestie continues to help me through it. I feel better about the break up knowing she there for me. Even though sometimes she can be a complete utter bitch (Yes I would call her one to her face) I love her. I know I'm not IN LOVE with her yet but I'm pretty much falling for her. And I'm afraid to tell her because she loves to be single and rather go through the rejection I rather not ask but I have thought about it constantly what if she says yes. What if she gives me a chance to be more than her friend. And what she doesn't know is that, that would be the best Christmas and new years gift I could get. To have the one girl who is always there for me to be mine. And I know if she gave me the chance I would love her unconditionally. I just wish she would give me some type of sign that she feels the same way. I mean I think she does but she is such a hard shell to cracked. I just don't know and it sucks. But if ever given the opportunity I will take it. And I know when the time is right I will tell her my feeling and hope for the best.
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Posted on 25 December, 2011, 7:50 pm by LDKswagg
Author: A 18yr old in love
Category: Secret Love
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