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Maybe it was meant to be..;) - (by Stephanie)
my story is one love story i would never forget. It all start 3 summer trips ago. my family had planned to go to the lake for a day. with my step dads aunt, my uncle and his son, my uncles and step dad friend and his nephew. okay for me it was a trip. when im around guys i dont feel scared or nothing like you know but around is nephew i was like ballin with sweat on my hands. like that only happens to me is someone was looking at me for a long time. i dunno that it was i think, that or i might be going crazy. well any ways were just about to leave, and i was getting in the car. i look back to see if i had forgot something and there i felt his stare. so i hurried to get in the car. when we got to the lake we set up the things and got the jet skies from the rent house. well yeah while the grown ups got that. my cousin chris and johnny wanted to go hiking and stuff. they asked me if i wanted to go i said yes but really i wanted to say no. i went for a least 5 seconds cuz there was a steep and me falling is the last thing on my mind. even if was in front of johnny. well they left and i hurried to go change before they came back. i was already in the water with my little sister. me and her are water freaks. we would go swimming in the winter if we were so bored. so they came back and they went to go change. when they got they raced and boy did my cousin eat the floor so damn good. he was okay just a cut that was small. but yea so my step dad and uncle big the jet skies and my little sister and step dad were the first to ride it the my uncle and his son then johnny and me and my uncle. well yea johnny went on it the second time and ask me if i wanted to go. i said no but i really wanted to say yes. later on that day they took the jet skies back and while they were doing that we went for a swim. i wanted to go as far as i can and back but i didnt want to do it alone. so his uncle told johnny to go with me. i did for a little bit cuz i felt something touch me i think it was just the plants under the water i dunno but whatever it was i scared me so i told him i was going back. he goes no lets go to the big rock over there i was like no im to scared something touch me. he laugh and nods his head and then keeps swimming. he finally got to the big rock and for some reason he couldnt come back. so my step dad got him. i was getting out when he came back. i was heading toward the restroom to go change and not even a mintue later he was coming up to go change to. so i hurried to go change as fast as i can so he wouldnt be in the other restroom next to me . i was done and he had just got in. 5 minutes later we ate and whatever i got he got. that was okay at least i know what he likes. then later on i went for a walk and he followed, i went to go sit down and he went to go sit down. call me crazy if you must but i think he was following me. i kind of like it, but then in a way it was wierd to me. well any ways we got our stuff and went home and my uncle to them home and ask me if i wanted to go for a ride. i was like okay but then my cousin came and johnny had to sit in the middle. which made me sweat alot in my hands more. we got there and then he said bye to me. ir is kind of stupid but it felt like my heart sank to the bottom of my feet. later on the year around christmas his uncle was teasing me about him liking him and stuff. i wanted to tell him yea i do like him but i end up tellin him the opposite. a year later johnny was at utah getting high school dipolma and stuff cuz he didnt finish high school. well yea while he was up there they kept teasing me untill i finally could not hold it in anymore and told them i do like him. his uncle gave him my number and he finnaly called it was on christmas to my friend was there to hear it all. he ask what was i doing what did i get and how have i been and stuff and alos ask if he could call me later. i was like yea thats cool then from there we were talkin. i felt a good vibe from him. everything he likes i like too. he is sign is a sag. and so am i . we have some much in commen. then it was i think spring break or summer vacation i cant remember but i do remember the first date we went to the movies to and then the mall. then like after we got out of the movies we went to the mall and sat down then okay im a dork but he went to bend down to get something and for some reason i thought he was going to kiss me and i end up kissing him on the forehead instead. he goes why did you do that for and told be i thought you were going to kiss me but he said he was later on and goes well a kiss on the forehead is okay too. we both started laughing and stuff. then i went to his house and just kicked back there and i hate my self but then in a way i don't we had sex for the first time on the first date. i am not the person to do that on a first date like i felt like such a whore. but something told me i had to and i end up ding it. i knew i should wait but i did it it felt good but then later on i got really scared and was like oh my gosh he is goin to think i am so freakin easy. it was on my head the whole time. so he called me and was like are you okay and i told him how i felt he goes no i dont think you are i feel the same way about my self then he said i love u i was stunned what he said and i said it back we never had sex untill he came back to fresno for good which was a long time. but when we do , do it is just once in awhile. so yea we been togther for 1 year and 2 months and 5 days now. and i still feel the same way as i did before i met him the first time.
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Posted on 4 May, 2007, 11:00 am by Stephy
Author: Stephanie
Category: Desired Love
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