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ONE Time I met a boy in the school he was 18 I was 17 I just starting to look at him. He was very handsome guy he’s in a different grade. I had ax boyfriend but I don’t really talk to him. So day by day the handsome boy pulled me by my clothes. I was like what do you need from me! I was surprised. He gave me his cell phone no. then he dated me once he came and took me from my house. So suddenly in the car while he was driving he stopped near a big park. I was shocked he said to me come I want to show you something I was like o.k. He holed my hand really strong and sat me in the grass leaning on him he told me that all nice words he fenced me. And he talked to me about him. I also did the same thing. We were staring at each other. Attraction had passed through us. So we stood up he touched me smoothly and we hugged each other. So by the way we were hugging I saw my x boyfriend walking with another girl. So I told my boyfriend so he started hugging me and kissing me everywhere it was about 3 in the morning. He had proposed by 2 years later and now is his wife having everyday lovemaking!
He who loves his friends doesn’t show it to her. He is always fooling around and his friend think of him as selfish...Until one day someone came. That someone is desperate to be love by the girl. But the girl knows that he loved her too. He chose to be hurt and avoid his friend knowing that someone will give her the love that she need. But somehow she who loves her friend cried inside as she see her friend go away and chose to sacrifice loving the someone who came knowing that its the desire of her friend. But he still suffers from his own selfishness if only he has said his feelings. So what do you think is he selfish or just foolish?
Finally I was happy. I met dj at a through my sister I knew that they had some kind of thing but I was so young I didn’t know what. dj was 4 to 5 years older then me and I was only 12 when I met him. Well my sister never went out with him and she moved so I never got to see him again. Until one night my friend had a party it was my first party of my freshman year I was so exited but I didn’t know how it would feel to go to a high school party I got dressed and went, and that’s when I saw dj he looked so good and I had to get with him we talked and I flirted and we had a good time then he asked me if I would come over and braid his hair I said sure and we exchanged numbers. I was so happy all I could talk about was dj. dj this and dj that. well the next night I went and stayed at my friend Kim’s house and we chilled it was me her and my ex best friend Clarisse they wanted to invite some guys over and I had never done anything like that but I wanted to be bad so I agreed and they were making all the arrangements when one of the boys on the phone named Jordan asked me if I could have sex with him I was so scared and all my friends had already done it so I joked around and was like you have to ask dj if that would be ok so I called dj on three way and he was like hell no are you crazy if you even touch her I will hurt you I felt amazing I had actually had huys fighting over me well Jordan hung up I guess he was mad and dj came over we laughed and hung out till like 3 he was so tired that Kim’s mom let him stay the night well that morning I went in to wake him up and we got to talking I laid under the covers with him and then he started to touch me in the wrong places I was so scared I liked him but I still didn’t know what to do after that day me and dj started talking even though he was 18 and I was 14 I didn’t care he would come over my house every day and he would just do the sweetest things for me then one night I went over to his house with my friend Ashley cause she was going out with his brother randy well everyone else had started having sex but us and we were in the living room watching television then he started kissing my neck and hugging me I was like wow I think I’m about to do this well I didn’t want my first time to be on a couch I’m old fission I prefer the bed well he made his brother get out of the room they shared together and then well you know. It hurt so bad and it wasn’t even being enjoyed I hated it but that’s is the story of how I met my first love and how I lost my virginity.
I had this boyfriend who I really loved. Even though he wasn’t my first boyfriend to me it seemed like he was. How I met him was very unusual. Not many girls get with their best friend's brother, but this girl did. I remember when I saw him it was love at first sight. When we first met we didn’t right away start a relationship instead it grew naturally. We started talking and became good friends. Our love started when he told his sister he liked me. I was shocked to hear that because I thought he only saw me as a friend. I knew I felt something for him but didn’t think he also felt something too. We soon got together the funny thing is that his sister was also with his best friend. So we would always go out all four. I enjoyed spending time with my best friend but also my boyfriend I felt like I had really found the guy I wanted. Everything seemed to be going fine until his sister got dumped by his best friend. That’s when everything started because no longer could we go out as four, his sister was very depressed so she never felt like going out. We tried as much as we could to not let that affect our relationship, But that’s when I started to doubt about him. Since we were not in the same grade. I didn’t see what he would do behind my back. I soon found out that a girl that hung out with us also felt something for him. I started to feel jealous because they had most of their classes together. I remember asking him if he felt anything for her. He answered me no that he only had eyes for me. But I would see how she would look at him that would burn me up with jealousy. I started to ask him more often what he really thought of her. And he would always answer me the same thing. Until one day he finally got tired of me telling him over and over again and our relationship ended. I cried so much because I knew I loved him and up till today I still do. I remember telling him it was best for us to be separated, he just hug me and gave the last kiss. That day when I got home I cried so much till my eyes go swollen. The next day his sister told me he had cried too. That I was the first girl he truly loved. And he told her he would never forget me and everything we shared. That made me realizes that he really did love me. Now that we both go to different schools we no longer see each other. Once in a while when we see each other he'll just look at me with sad eyes and walk away. His sister told me that that’s because I hurt him a lot. I know it was my fault for letting him go for not trusting him. Sometimes I wish we could start all over and I know nothing would be the same. Because just like he told his sister he would never forger me. I know also that I never forger him either. Hell always is my guy I love and he'll always be in my heart.
What do you call the feelings you get when someone touches you? What do you call the feels you get when you sit and laugh with someone? What do you call the feelings you get when someone asks you to marry them? What is this? Is it love, lust, or just mixed emotions? Does anyone really know?
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