It's Hard Not To Love You

I've known him for a while. He goes to my church. I thought I had a crush on him, but I never really had talked to him before yesterday. Yes, I did have a crush on him but, when he looked me in the eyes and started talking to me, I fell in love completely. I don't know why I love him. When he looked at me it's like he was looking not on the outside, but on the inside. He keeps me up every night and I think about him every day. I can't handle it much longer....I have to see him again. Our arms touched as we were sitting by each other in church. Suddenly, there was a warm feeling inside of me. I was in love...I rubbed my arm to stop the tingling. After church I kept feeling his stare in the corner of my eye. He was watching me...did he feel the same way? I'm going crazy. I went to the dentist and I could swear I heard his voice in the next room. I swear the dentist said his name. No, you were not there. But you were stuck in my head. And I can't get you out. I went to bed that night wondering what was happening to me. I've had crushes, I've had people like me....but this was different. This love was wonderful. This love was painful. It was painful because I wanted to see you again and I didn't know when I would. I bit my pillow to keep from screaming. Is this real love??