Three Hearts, One Choice, One Love

Chapter One

It is midnight and I just came back from another day at the book store ever since I have opened up my own store I seem to be there more than at home. Sitting at my laptop in my office as I wrote another book to my series I have created since she made her decision. I didn’t know what will be the out come of what she will be deciding its been three years and I haven’t heard or seen her ever since that night.

Most nights I sleep at the office but tonight I thought I may make an appearance seeing as my family hasn’t seen me in a few days. I am not ignoring them or anything but my wife and I keep fighting over the same thing over and over.

I remember when she left me a note on my computer screen.

It said: I have learnt that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them.

When I read it I know that she isn’t going to wait for me to love her like I used when we first met. Our relationship went through so many hardships with other people interfering but it was one blonde blue eyed girl that rock our happily ever after for good.

When Lauren came into my life it was through our passion for art and literature. She was speaking my language we would most days be sitting in our own little world while I had a wife and a baby at home. My daughter was nine months old when I met Lauren at a coffee shop right on the beach front. She was a beauty no doubt I don’t know why her luck with the male population was bad.

It happened almost like clock time that the minute I would walk through the door that there she would be engrossed in a book are her sketch pad. She is an amazing artist. She is also an architect. I have asked her in and outs of trying to get my house enlarged. Cause knowing Sarah is getting big and need another room for just her toys and I wanted a bigger study because Leah does most her work in the current office we had at the time. But Lauren was more then delighted to take the job.

I was smiling inside knowing I will get to see more of the blonde. It was mostly during the days with Leah gone and me looking after Sarah as I was a writer and had nowhere else to go. So I was the stay at home mom while my wife went to work. Leah is an amazing woman a heart of gold she loves me no matter what but I knew deep down I will end up hurting her.

It was three weeks that I worked with Lauren as her contractors were working on the rooms. My mom would keep Sarah at her house cause of the dust.

It was a Wednesday afternoon just before I went to fetch Sarah. I got out of my bathroom towel drying my hair and saw someone moving and there she was standing looking through the big glass window of my bedroom. Most days no one but me comes in here. I stood still for awhile as she turned around and just smile that gorguess smile at me. She was beautiful.

“Lauren what you doing in here.” I asked. Not knowing what to do as I am standing here with just a towel wrapped around my naked form.

“Just admiring your amazing view.” she said. I could see the look in her eyes as it brightens up her face.

“Sure it is. But I have to get dressed and pick up my daughter.” I told her. She just stood there. Not moving an inch to the door.

“Don’t be shy Alicia. We both females. We have basically the same body parts.”

“But my wife wouldn’t like me undressing in front of another woman.” I tell her.

“She is not here now is she? Our secret.” I thought what the hell and dropped the towel and gripped my underwear that was lying on my bed. I could feel her eyes burning skin deep on my body. I felt weird under her watchful eye. I may have a small crush on the girl but this is nothing like that. She was scanning. More like thinking different sexual ways to have her way with me.

“Lauren. Lauren!” I shouted.

“Uhm what.” She says.

“Are you done ogling my body now?” I could see her turning red in the face. Then she walked out. I just smiled at myself in the mirror.

But that wasn’t the last time we had encounters like that.

It went on for days until just before one night I had to leave for an appointment at her house. Why I even went I don’t know. I couldn’t stay away from her at all. It was Leah’s birthday party and we were going to have a small get together with some friends and close family. But I ended up at the blonde’s condo.

I never classed myself as I cheater I fought temptation so hard but I guess my hormones gave in the minute I saw her when she open the door in nothing but dressed in a bikini and she was wet. Water was dripping down her milky skin as I followed the droplets running down till her breast and under. She looked not even surprised as my eyes wandered. My eyes came all the way back up to her neck and until it fell on her lips and then those eyes. She was smiling job well done probably.

I start to clean my throat.

“You said to meet you to talk about some ideas you want to run by me.” I ask her.

“Oh yes come on in. it’s in the den.” I stood standing in the living area.

“Take a seat Alicia.” She says.

I went to go sit on her soft couches. This girl really knows her stuff. She has the best art on her walls that I have only ever read about.

I stood up and walked around seeing pictures of people that must be in her life. Another girl. A brunette holding her from behind. I stared at the pictures for along time until I heard footsteps behind me.

“That is my ex girl friend Taylor.” She tells me as she takes the picture scanning the face of the girl. Must be someone she really loved. I looked at her face and the smile she had earlier been gone.

“Why ex.” I ask her. Just to make small talk. I get uncomfortable around people who stare at something I don’t know much of. I know I am weird like that.

“She died. A year ago.” She says as she placed the picture back on the desk.

“I am sorry.” I tell her.

“Don’t be.”

“The ideas you want to run by me.” I asked. She looks at me for along time then walk back into what must be a kitchen.

“First something to drink. I am thirsty are you thirsty.” Before I could decline. She already brought two glasses and a bottle of Chardonnay. Woman I tell yeah.

“Any way thanks.” I said as I took the glass from her. I sipped little bits but she gulped them down like it was pouring water down there.

“Alicia. I really like you. Just a shame you taken.” She says.

“I am lucky to have her.”

“Yes she is.” But the ideas that she wanted to run by me never came until I felt her hand moving on my jeans pad thigh. It went upper by every sip I took and I couldn’t handle the feeling she was sending through my whole body. I had to fight it. Gosh Leah our baby I can’t do this to them. I pull away as I moved a little to the left. But this girl wouldn’t let up.

“Lauren.” I said. But she was not about to let go. When she found herself right on top of me.

“Alicia. I can’t tell you how much I want you now.”

“I cant I am married.”

“Yeah you so married but you can’t seem to keep your eyes of my breast when you got in.”

“If you wore more clothes maybe then I wouldn’t have been looking.”

“So you have been looking.”

Gosh.

“Lauren. Fuck.” I said when I pulled her into me as I locked our lips together I can’t fight this woman and the feelings that is awakening inside of me. Just feeling her touching me as she pulls my shirt up and got hold of my button of my pants. I lift her up as still on me, both her legs glued around my waist. I need to have her.

“I need to have you Alicia.” She said. I threw her on the bed just laying there. Her wet hair splayed on the white satin sheets. I unbutton my jeans and zipper further down as I pulled it until I was standing there with nothing on.

Two hours later I was out the door. Panicking cause I lost track of time with the blonde making my orgasm blown into frenzy. She was wow. It was. Oh fuck I am a cheater. I have become someone I always said I never want to be. I cheated on Leah with a girl I haven’t even known for two months.