truly madly deeply

Like any other young girls, I had also a painful experience in love, It happened when I was just a first year high school student.

On the first day of school I had attended in our school program. While my attention was focused on a singing number I had felt that I was being started at. When I turned my head a handsome guy gave me a sweet smile. I was surprised because I didn't know him. However. I smiled at him too. Surprizingly I was attracted with him and wished him to be my boyfriend someday. Everytime he smiled at me, oh my heart beat faster then I would smile back at him. I had felt I was walking on the road full of roses.

One day I had met him just outside our school campus and had a talk together. From that time on he would walk me home after my classes. The attention he gave me had led me to love him more each day. I thought he loved me also but I had mistook his actions for love, love for opposite sex. Yes, he loved me but as a brother to his sister.

This guy had a girlfriend whom he loved very much. When he told me all about them I felt really very bad. I thought I would go crazy.

As closing of school was fast approaching I was told that this guy and his girlfriend broke up and I was the cause. Another pain struck my heart. The guy must had known how I felt and come to me and asked for forgiveness. Amazingly, the love that I had felt for him before just was gone. So, we parted as good friends.

I promised myself to be very careful next time and watch my feelings especially for about love.

Now I am in 3rd yr high school, I enjoy my high school life and if I fall in love to a guy again, it's GOD's will if we are meant for each other or not. The most important thing is I'm doing well with my studies whatever happends and Life must go on.