Welcome to My Life 2

Today is Thursday. One day left to Christmas Break. Woo! Dick woke me up this morning and offered me a ride to school. Only because Kathy was sick, but it was whatever. He even offered to pick up Cory, so now I was in a really good mood. But he said I had to hurry, so I jumped up and threw on my crumpled and very short navy blue and white plaid school shirt, a white Oxford, and gray tights. I slipped into coral red Ugg boots (mid-length), and brushed my hair into a pony. Of course I wore one of my big Forever 21 rings. (: I brushed my teeth, whipped on my backpack, and headed downstairs to kiss my parents goodbye.

Mary Claire offered me a little brown paper bag, but I told her I had money and kept walking. "It's breakfast!" she called after me. Dick, who was walking behind me, grabbed the bag for me and kissed Mary Claire's cheek.

"Love you, mommy."

"Bye sweetheart. Call me and let me know what you're doing afterschool. That goes for you too, Katie." She gave me a stern look.

"Will do, MC." I hopped into the back of Dick's white Mini Cooper and chowed down on my buttered cinnamon bread.

"Don't make a mess," he warned me.

"Relax, Dick." I whipped out my orange Verizon En-V and sent Cory a quick text.

KATIE: We'll take you to school. Be there in 5. <3

CORY: Thanks Kate.

Cory is the only person who calls me Kate, and I love it.

When we got to Cory's, I couldn't help but smile. I love him so much, but I'm afraid to tell him because I think it might ruin things. He waved to his father (His mom passed away when he was three.) and turned to us, his wavy brown locks blowing with the wind. He jogged to the car, his black The North Face book bag on his shoulder and climbed in the back seat with me.

"Morning," he kissed me on the cheek and nodded to Dick. "Hey."

Dick smiled and sped off, waving to Mr. Jean, Cory's dad.

I talked with Cory the whole ride to school and during lunch. A little after, but not much. He had swim practice. He promised to text me later though. And I'll post that convo up in a bit.

I texted MC and let her know I would be with my friend Liz and her friends Laura and Sarah after school. I didn't mention that two older senior boys, Liam and Nick would be there. No need for her to accidentally run into us at Nick's house.

She would go there.

KATHY: Mom, I'll be at Liz's with Laura and Sarah after school. And Mr. Bernard will drop us home. He insists. See you around 7 or so?

MARY CLAIRE: Thank you Kathy for taking some responsibility and initiative, but I'd appreciate further notice. Be safe. I love you.

Nick and Liam drove us. Liz and I were with Liam. He's so good-looking. Not perfect, but who is? Minus Dick. We listened to music mostly and Liz flirted, but I hung back and thought of Cory. We're going to the movies tomorrow after his swim meet and then back to my house for dinner.

We got to Nick's and headed down to his basement. He pulled out a six pack of Bud and passed it around. I downed mine quickly feeling a sudden buzz.

Liz downed Liam's, Sarah's, and half of Nick's. Before I knew it, her and Liam were kissing and moved down to the floor, her lying parallel on top of him and Liam digging in her back pockets.

Nick smirked at me. I blushed. "You're jealous. You want some fun," he laughed, coming to sit next to me. He looked down my shirt and unbuttoned the first couple. I smiled, feeling horny. He ordered me to kiss Laura and I did. In fact, I made out with her and then we took Nick to his room and took turns giving him oral sex while we knelt before him naked and giggly. Then we climbed into bed with him. He fucked Laura, but I refused, giving him another blowjob. He pushed my head agressively and shoved himself farther down my throat. I didn't know what to do, so I pulled away and let him feel on me while he fucked gorgeous, moaning Sarah.

I don't trust condoms and I'm out of birth control.

I felt HORRIBLE when I got home. This is a daily thing. I lie to MC, go out with Liz and two other girls from our clan of sluts, and seniors find us (We only consider the good-looking ones.) and offer to take us back to their place. We hook up most of the time, but engage in conversation too. They become our friends. And we're done.

I'm so close to stopping, but I know Liz wouldn't treat me the same. She's a good friend, but she's too easily influenced by the COS (Clan Of Sluts.). I'm afraid and Cory is the only one I can really trust, but I can't tell him about the routine. Not yet. Until the falls in love with me. Until then, I'll keep playing this game, going home, crying, and faking for the rents.

G'bye for now.