you lost me

i opened my eyes ans saw her crying

warm tears running down her soft cheeks

her hair is all messed-up and her face was pale

i asked her "whats wrong Alex?"

she didnt answer

i asked her again but again no answer

this time i asked like i was screaming

still she didnt answer

is she ignoring me?

she was wipping her tears with a tissue

ignoring me presence

i came closer and rubbed her hands

but it seemed like she didnt feel it

she was looking at someone

lying on a bed

in a bright white room

soon i realised it was me

iam sorry Alex....you lost me